to upset to speak

the day was going fine till we got home and then my dad just started his normal flip shit on me. You see me and jesse bought a dog...a white cocker spaniel [name - luna] but anyway my mom started flipping shit telling me i am selfish and all that great bullshit because we bought a dog that was a shedder and i am said to be selfish because i bitched that they didn't buy me a car but they bought a car for opal and zane, They also allowed opal to have 2 dogs [which she got tired of and gave away] but yet i am selfish cause i buy my own cloths i do as much as possible to be independent...i even offer to buy my own car [why i have a fucking job] i am still selfish cause i bitched about how unfair life can be... wow i realize how fucked up my family is. but its hard because of course they make me feel horrible about it even though its not my fault...but still i am a "ruthless bitch". This time.. i say fuck it and fuck them. any more of this shit and ill be asking to move the fuck out...

P.s me and jesse are still doing great. <3 you Jesse